PAYBACK (A Bad Boy Romance) by Alexx Andria

Author:Alexx Andria [Andria, Alexx]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2016-07-04T21:00:00+00:00

Jameson

I was going to hell.

I stared at my phone and shook my head at the career suicide I was eagerly committing.

Maybe it was too much time spent undercover, hanging with dirtbags, learning their secrets that I’d forgotten what it meant to be a decent human being.

There was no prettying up what I was doing. Hell, I was playing fast and loose with the law.

Skimming the edge of disaster with two wheels off the ground.

I was supposed to undergo a psych eval each time I surfaced from deep cover but I usually found a way to get out of that detail.

The captain didn't much care about my mental state as long as I was still bringing home wins and big busts.

Looked good on paper for the captain.

I didn’t exactly log a win this time around though. I wondered if that would affect my ‘captain credit.’

If I were smart, I’d call off this deal and forget it ever happened but that would mean I’d have to forget about the way Ivy made me feel and that wasn’t going to happen.

She was under my skin and I’d never even touched her yet.

Going undercover means having to shelve the ‘real you’ for someone that you probably despise.

I would never hang with the fuckers that I traffic with when I’m playing a part.

I’ve backstabbed people who thought I was their friend.

I’ve watched as women who were in love with me, were handcuffed and thrown into the back of a squad car.

And I felt nothing.

That was the thing. Lately, I felt a whole lot of nothing.

Maybe I shouldn’t have cancelled that latest shrink eval. Maybe I was afraid of what might turn up.

I tossed my phone to the table and scrubbed my face, intensely aware that I was in the deep end of the pool but damn, the truth of it was...I couldn't bring myself to swim to safety.

If Hank knew what I was doing, he'd try to knock some sense into me.

But Hank wasn't going to know and I wasn't going to share.

Ivy.

Was this what obsession felt like?

I’d busted plenty of stalkers in my tenure and they all said the same thing: But I love her.

As if that erased a multitude of sins.

Fuck love.

Fuck emotional attachment.

I just wanted to go balls deep inside a hot pussy.

Sure, as long as that pussy belonged to a certain tiny blonde with the bluest eyes I’d ever seen in his life.

Hell...running from the truth had never worked out well for anyone but I was willing to give it a shot.

Once I got her out of my system, I’d be fine. I could walk away — no problem.

Like I wanted some chick hanging all over me, cramping my style.

I wasn’t the marrying type. Or the faithful type.

I liked the freedom to bring home whomever I chose — to bang whomever I chose.

And I was good at it.

Practice made perfect.

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